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din't update my blog quite long time d..went to Singapore for 10 days~and realize life is just so fragile,as i mention on the previous post,my dad best friend pass away,and i stay in Singapore until the end of the funeral,and settle somethings.. and i experience somethings in this 10 days~just start talking from the shoes, i bought a new shoes;although the shoes are nice but not suitable for me and make me hurt..but i insist to buy that shoes~people alway said love are just like wearing a shoes..don't just look at the outside or face,most important are comfy~exactly!!every step i walk i would think that my relationship with my bf just exactly same like the shoes i wearing..look nice and i good condition but pain~but i insist want to be with my bf..why am so stubborn, i really don't know why??i learn to let go,but just can't~what can i do i really don't know..someone told me that is not only 1 man in the world~but what i think was the sentence only could use in those in very good condition girl..for me??no!!because i am not in good condition,i can get a bf like this is not to blame anymore..i just trying to let go!!really..i am trying!! hope in 1 day i can let go this relationship which not belong to me..bless me please people ♥